A letter to myself

It's been quite some time, I think, since the last post.

I have been busy, yeah, but many times is due to the flickering computer screen that gave me countless terrible headache, so bad that I have to take medical leaves.  Well initially I didn't know my headache was from looking at the screen for too long.  Went to few doctors and ALL of them asked about my eye power.  That's when I realised it could be it.

So, anyway, got myself a new laptop, thanks to the bf who had to get it for me under the scorching hot sun.  Right now I'm on the new laptop, and it feels so good with no pain in the eye and head.

I have many things to update actually, especially a post about my birthday.

Sometimes I really don't know who reads this page anymore especially when FB is around.
It used to be closed friends, especially during those times when I was away from the country.

But right now things just change I suppose.  Even I don't really read blogs that much anymore.  Who am I writing to?  I dunno.  But one thing I realised, always whenever I look back at a post, I will think to myself, "Aha, at a point of time I was thinking about THAT."

So, writing to myself perhaps.

Of random update and thoughts

Wanna talk but don't wanna talk.

It's funny how my system works sometimes.

Gonna get myself a new laptop tomorrow so that I can work better.

And I dunno what to eat for tomorrow.

Why am I even bothered about tomorrow's food?

I had Pappa Rich @ 1U last week though.

Dried Hor Fun... bad presentation.

Nasi Lemak Rendang Chicken I think. Good presentation, taste ok I think, it's not mine.

Hmm.... this is fine too.

Ahhhh this one... the shop opposite candylicious.  A good place for a chat over coffee.  I like this velvet cake too.  Nice environment.

This one... poor guy who got his hand injured by a machine.. waiting to be attended by the doctor.

I'm going to Mid Valley tomorrow to get the laptop.

And I shall probably eat at Din Tai Fung because they have fresh prawns.

They have the best fried rice but I don't feel like eating fried rice.

Maybe noodles then.

We shall see.

Waste of Calories

I love hawker food.  They are wonderful and cheap... although now it can be quite expensive for some.

Anyway, I was at USJ 1 this evening (next to the petrol stations) and found that there were many mobile hawker stalls.  I was puzzled by the amount of it because usually it's not like this at this time.  Then a Yao Char Kwai seller told me that they will open on those days when the results for lottery are announced, i.e. Wednesday, Saturday, and Sunday.

Nevermind about that.  Happy with this new discovery of extra food stalls, I went on to get myself some Chee Cheong Fun.. it was RM0.70/pc, so it's quite cheap.  Everything looks good.  Already planning my second coming.

Moved on to Kuih stall, bought the green+white kuih... kuih talam i think. then the layered-with-diff-colour kuih, and the green kuih with rice.  The colours don't look very good but nevermind, maybe homemade and could taste better.

Then went on to the Yao Char Kwai stall... the one with the rice in the middle doesn't look very nice... normal 2-sticks YCK looks ok.... bought one rice and 2 sets of 2-sticks.

Ok, straight to the point, I'm totally disappointed with the taste for Chee Cheong Fun and Kuih.
CCF sauce was too salty.  Kuih was too fake... too much of gelatin? taste not strong enough? a bit tasteless... as for the YCK.. I took a bite.. it was ok but I didn't want to eat more already.

It's been some time since I tasted food this bad.

What a waste of calories.

A ray of hope

Thanks to Chien who motivated me to write again.  And also Prabhjot.

Many a time I have a lot to tell but somehow they are just left untold.
Sometimes I'm just being too secretive to tell anything, because I don't want to let a lot of people know what's going on in my life.  I like to keep things to only a small circle of people.  That's also one of the reasons why no one really knows this blog; just those who are close to me only.  I don't even tell people about my blog anymore.

So, what am I afraid of?  I dunno, really.  Shy? Perhaps.  Hold on a sec... shy on my own blog? Shy behind the computer? (Note: Self discovery just took place).
Perhaps that could be one of the reasons I'm not having a media-related profession although I'm trained in it.

Lately I've been busy with work, a lot of studying to be done.  I still owe few people a meet up.  They've been waiting for months.  I hope to meet all of you soon. SERIOUSLY.

My cousin who came to visit from UK brought back some of my favourites.  I'm surprised and totally touched she still remembers although I didn't request for them.

This was my meal at Bubba Gump.  It was my first time there, and on the day when I decided earlier I would eat healthy.  But it was dinner and it didn't feel complete with just some leaves.  So I went ahead to order this.  I'm gonna start being healthy again today.

This was last week's Asam Laksa.  If I'm not mistaken, it was my first time eating alone outside.  It was lunch time but due to the fasting month and the location of this restaurant at a Malay area, there wasn't many people around.  A lot of restaurants nearby were closed too.

And this, these buns were from Room18 at Mid Valley.  If you realised the background picture of the buns on the wall, the filling in the buns is full, but this one here in my hand was less than half.  

All for now.

Hope to update again soon; got to do those untouched works left since few hours ago.

Everybody's changing and I don't feel the same..

So, it's been about two months into my new job.

It's not as easy as I thought it would be, but then again, nothing is easy I suppose?

This new job has given me the opportunity to have an insight of people who we deem as professionals.

And I hate my keyboard because it types funny languages and I have to keep on backspacing it to correct it.

A lot of times I want to blog but blogging on my phone is a bit of a problem so I'll just leave it out.

And when I get the chance to blog on the computer, like now, my mind is usually blank.   Or perhaps I have just too much to say, nothing really comes out in the end.

I don't really feel good  lately, to be honest.  I hate this com and I'm starting to hate this place.